I believe you.
I cook for people and it is one meal and not crazy and I get my sous chef to help.......
They say to me often, why don't you go be a cook or why don't you open a food truck or something like that......
I was told a long time ago not to mix something you like or even a passion with work......it always sounded like good advice and the older I get the more it seems to be excellent advice.
Being a rookie with a food truck would send me to the insane asylum.......the prep days in advance and all the extra things you would have to do would take a while to figure out.....